Don’t Read This.

God damn. I am so fucking tired of trying. Trying to take care of this dog.Trying to keep you happy. Trying to make money. Trying to budget money. Trying to be everything you need. TRYING TRYING TRYING. fuck it honestly. fuck that noise. 
I sit here and I’m ignored. I know you’re so happy about the dog. But god fucking damn, id like some attention. Id like to be acknowledged. Id like to be shown you care about me. Id like for you to tell me you love me. Or just fucking hold me. Im so sick of fighting with you. I understand we’re both stressed as all hell. But I AM your girlfriend.
Im not dealing with this shit. I want to settle down. I want kids soon. If you can’t provide that for me, you need to tell me now. because then i really need to find someone who’s on the same track as me. I don’t care that we’re “young” Because from day 1 i told you i wanted a child at 21. And i swear to god if that doesn’t start happening on the day of my birthday, i am done. Out. Goodbye. Because quite frankly, thats my plan. I want it. And if you can’t provide it and make me happy. ill have to find someone else who will. 

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